I’m lost in the shadows

of knowing love

and losing it all in one lifetime.

With every month and every year

that passes since I last held you

I can’t help but forget

the touch of your skin.

I’ve forgotten how it feels

to be touched by you.

Maybe one day

I’ll be reminded.

A light in me

ignited bright

and warm

when I met you.

Now that you’re gone

all I feel is nothing.

My skin eagerly awaits your touch.

Knowing it will never come.

I can’t possibly move forward

in this world knowing

I’ll be walking it alone.

Having your soulmate

leave this earth without you

is…

deathening.

No I’m not ‘sad’ or ‘depressed’.

I’ve lost the love of my life

and all that I feel

is emptiness.

L0ve,

Not Bobby